always n always n always n always, this word --[FAITH]-- wont leave me in the rest of my whole life.. for those who know chinese, i think they understand wat i mean.. i like this word much, n i thank God for this name of mine~ Faithful is the things tat i need to imporve n learn for the rest of my life.. maybe some of u think tat i always faithful.. but honestly, i still very noob in it.. zz.. so sad, so sorry for God sometimes.. pls forgive me Lord.. T^T
these days a lot of attack coming, i hope everyone pray for youself.. if u free, pls pray for yr fren or church mate or share member or leaders; if u nothing to do, pls pray for church, pastor n his family; if u really sien gao gao, pls pray for everything tat i meantion above.. XD
from a brother of mine, i learn n being touch once again how God work in a so amazing way.. n it also once again awake me.. coz i the feller who can put my relationship above God.. i admit it.. i do need to learn it to put God 1st! i fail God once again.. but this time form my lovely brother case, i see tat He is really a Faithful God~!! sometimes, u really don know wat He trying to do.. but His timing always is the best one! jz keep yr Faith in the Lord; then He will repay yr Faith! thanks God T^T i love u Lord~!!
so now i think i should stop all the weird thinking or try to involve in relationship liao.. i don think i ready for tat..? or maybe God think tat i not ready for tat also.. :) so, is tat mean i need to give up the one i like now? i also don know.. still waiting the answer.. maybe.. the answer is there liao.. jz i cant accept it.. aiks.. [T^T] <>
anyway, pls keep me in prayer~ need strenght much much! n refresh in my mind, emotion, body n everything.. really need it.. these few days quite tired.. always fight alone, work alone, even love.. also love alone.. T^T need uphold to God le.. be a child infront of God, maybe be stupid infront of Him better le~ hahahahahaa..
anything need help do let me know, i always ok~ jz ask then u will receive :) be strong n faithful in the Lord~!! God bless~
18 hours ago